Xanthus finally discharge from hospital today.


Can see from his skin color, he look better now. Compare to the yellowish skin color.
Currently the thing I am worrying is feeding problem.
I don't know shall I continue Breastfeed him or bottle feed him.
Actually, I felt quite frustrated. Cos I plan to breastfeed him due to a lot of unforeen circumstance. Like, he got jaudice need to admit to hospital for a few days stay. So I only manage to give him breast milk once per day. Sometime I really feel like giving up. Cos seems like eveyrthing breast feed him, either my hubby or mum keep asking me to top up with formula. I also don't know what shall I do. Cos I know once top up with formula, there will not be enough breast milk in future. Cos it works in term of demand and supply. If after formula feed him, there will not be a demand and then my supply of course will not be enough and will not increase also.
Hai....
Baby which do you prefer? If you prefer formula, I rather give up breast feed earlier and will not make myself suffer so much.
If you prefer breast feed of course I will not mind to continue and try hard to increase my supply.

I just wish you can grow well. Anyway I also a newbie mummy, still got a lot of things to learn.

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